HOT asses. esp peiyan's!

i'm so damn scared.

anyway, since im on the comp, i shall just drop some pics for you to enjoy. ( haha, cos got my face). had training this morning, played not too bad for some parts. coming down to this, it actually all depends on your mental strength, how it works, how you want it to work. your brain is not there to work its ass off during exams, but its actually there, constantly to give you your moral support. just think about it. okay fine, its not your brain, its your mental strength, (but its still part of the brain, so lets just use brain.)

GET YOUR DAMN PRIORITIES RIGHT.

oh and today, we had a good damn first bite of Big Mac, together.

shit, we didnt look at the time, 10/9/09 is good enough, approx 1.48pm.

and its friday, the 11th, september.

fragile hearts, fragile souls.

peiyan

12.30 A.M.

i cant express what im feeling now.
okay, in simple summarised form, im ANGRY. and very very annoyed that i can pinch and eat someone up, till the person has blood clot everywhere, thus harming the cardiac cycle. so sadistic and it doesnt make sense, but well, i cant help it.
im maddd i tell you. WAHLAO KNS. GO AND DIE. (just kidding), but still, please go and bang your head against a wall.
i dont think i need you around anymore. you... changed lah k.
tsk.
i see 2 but not 3.
i see no happy faces around.
i see shit but never see pee.

.: this is so crap. thankyou for appreciating my crapness! ( i know you do).

anyway! today, i went for the career exhibition, and well, haha went to almost every booth to get brochures and all. and while consuming my dinner, i read through the brochures, of every jc/poly that was present. and guess what, i still have no idea what i wanna do! so annoying, and srsly, i need to know fast, due to some particular reasons :D ! my mind's clearly in a state of a dilemma.
i srsly wonder what field ill be working in, in the future. anyone wanna help me??? haha okay, i sound like a loser.
so ive decided to post every 2-3 months! hahahaha, to keep it alive. BECAUSE I KNOW SOME PPL WOULD NOT EVEN BLOG IF THEY HAVE HALF A YR TO DO SO. stupid people! regarding the most recent post from celine tan qingyan, there's clearly something very very very wrong going on inside her brain, and its close enough to the extreme sector!

and wow, how much time flies, there's only a month away to end of yrs. it only feels like ive been in sec 3 for 2 months at least. goes to show how unbonded our class is, pretty saddening. i miss my 2S manxzxxz. i need them as my source of SOS!

i cant help it, but just get so mad now. everytime the incident or the whole matter sets in and gets processed into my brain! would i conclude it as a regret? for now, SURE THING, YES. ncuhbfvusbvubsovbsvbfsbvubvfubvsuobvusdbvoubfuvbudsbajlapwodioawuerbfbjsd!!!!!

another thing : people these few days never think twice about what they say, or what might actually happen in the future. somehow its always 3 months later, when ure doing the actions of what you, yourself criticised then. this is what i call, PLAIN STUPID.

and training has been irritating as well.

Put it this way, Life Still Sucks!
cant live it well, can i?
BASH.

love,
pink!

do not miss me, 3 months then.
KERRRR- BYEEEEEEE! (peace 4 - bye!)