You could be happy,
And i wouldnt know.
But you werent happy,
for the days that just keep passing by,
And for that,
I knew.


some words/ ppl really get into my head. like what they say, just makes so much sense, though how much i wish they were just talking crap. it pierces your heart, like a whole long hollow needle, it pierces, you bleed, you try to be so strong, but yet so vulnerable and often, start tearing. and what comes next? do you get yourself out of that plight? or do you choose not to do anything bout it, hoping, praying?

low self esteem, people might say. but what do you actually feel?
however, the saddest part, is that you choose, you just choose to hold it within you. just like a cell wall looming over you, non-permeable, you aint gonna get out, not unless you force it out of you. but how often do you do it? rarely. only to the extent of extreme help.

i dont know.

( no link to the above)
if the flower wilters, but yet had gotten pollinated and blooms to another,
what would happen next? will flowers still exist, will there still be flowers left for them to even compete for sunlight?


okay enough. if you just read the whole lot up there, i must say that you just wasted your time, cause you wont understand hahaha. okay sorry. thankyou for act spending your time to read it! haha though ill still laugh at you.

ive been so extremely slackkkkk, so so so slack.
i come home from school, bathe, eat, watch movies, sleep, eat, watch tv, sleep. HAHAHA. ill treasure this, but i promise to start studying soon, and be serious, since, my results, aint very good. ( yes, i know)
school's such a bore. well partly because of the flu, no assemblies, no sitting tgt. but wait, since when was school fun?

okay its 2.10 am now. im gna wake up at 2pm tmr. but i shant, cause its a bad thing to do.
ahh bye, im tired.

ps:// DOT. I KNEW THAT OKAY. HAHA but i really wonder who you are. congratulations, cause i think ure the first to tag, besides natalia.

and stupid celne, SHUTUP. I KNEW IT OKAY. I KILL YOU THEN YOU KNOW.


guess for yourself.
if you arent able to guess, you are stupid. hahahaha okay just kidding.
; pink.