the process of studying. i get mad when i study. but still pretty!
but eww, my words look gross here.

as fragile;

hi.

okay, ive decided to change the way i post.

i realised, whenever i blog, there's always this smth unhappy i always have to say, whether its words, pictures, poems, or shit. ( which people wont be able to understand, so why put them there?).

so from now on, im not gna post this shits on this blog, unless its a emergency.

cancel cancel cancel. you've got a book instead.

so hey, i baked/cooked yesterday.

baked a carrot cake, a chicken pie, and linguine. i didnt really make the linguine, but its smth i had during dinner, so ill just put it there. so pictures are above, as you can see, unless ure blind.

GUESS WHAT, I'VE A NEW RESPONSIBILITY STARTING FROM TODAY.

I've GOT......

A DOGGGGGGGGGG!

haha, yea right, i wish, hahahaha zi-highing.

i GOT A SWEET PLANT.

ANYWAY,

i went to this florist place today, big and gigantic. and just decided to get a plant for myself cos i was bored. sooo, i went hunting for suitable plants which is suitable to grow in my room, doesnt need much sunlight, andd doesnt need much water. --> i got STM, so its not very nice to get a plant which needs water everyday, cause ill get depressed if my own plant dies.

i didnt get a catus, cos i wasnt allowed, so i hunt and hunt, and i found a HEART SHAPE PLANT. which belongs to the catus family! which number 1 , met my objectives. and moreover, its cute and pretty like me. BRILLIANT STAR CHOICE. A HEARTSHAPE PLANT. its really nice, and really ideal as gifts man, too sweet. its literally 6 HEART LEAVES. but too bad, you'll never be given one! haha, just kidding, nice py shall consider.

post the picture of the sweet plant next visit. ( if i rmb)

oh, and it hasnt gotten a name yet.

okay, its past my bedtime, and there's depressing school tmrw.

sigh.

see the world next weekend.

pink.

You could be happy,
And i wouldnt know.
But you werent happy,
for the days that just keep passing by,
And for that,
I knew.


some words/ ppl really get into my head. like what they say, just makes so much sense, though how much i wish they were just talking crap. it pierces your heart, like a whole long hollow needle, it pierces, you bleed, you try to be so strong, but yet so vulnerable and often, start tearing. and what comes next? do you get yourself out of that plight? or do you choose not to do anything bout it, hoping, praying?

low self esteem, people might say. but what do you actually feel?
however, the saddest part, is that you choose, you just choose to hold it within you. just like a cell wall looming over you, non-permeable, you aint gonna get out, not unless you force it out of you. but how often do you do it? rarely. only to the extent of extreme help.

i dont know.

( no link to the above)
if the flower wilters, but yet had gotten pollinated and blooms to another,
what would happen next? will flowers still exist, will there still be flowers left for them to even compete for sunlight?


okay enough. if you just read the whole lot up there, i must say that you just wasted your time, cause you wont understand hahaha. okay sorry. thankyou for act spending your time to read it! haha though ill still laugh at you.

ive been so extremely slackkkkk, so so so slack.
i come home from school, bathe, eat, watch movies, sleep, eat, watch tv, sleep. HAHAHA. ill treasure this, but i promise to start studying soon, and be serious, since, my results, aint very good. ( yes, i know)
school's such a bore. well partly because of the flu, no assemblies, no sitting tgt. but wait, since when was school fun?

okay its 2.10 am now. im gna wake up at 2pm tmr. but i shant, cause its a bad thing to do.
ahh bye, im tired.

ps:// DOT. I KNEW THAT OKAY. HAHA but i really wonder who you are. congratulations, cause i think ure the first to tag, besides natalia.

and stupid celne, SHUTUP. I KNEW IT OKAY. I KILL YOU THEN YOU KNOW.


guess for yourself.
if you arent able to guess, you are stupid. hahahaha okay just kidding.
; pink.

Its funny how dead friendships can rekindle if you would just give a damn.
hehehe
dot is damn funny! she diss peiyan very well! i like people who disses peiyan:D
anyway, today was fun! go my blog see!
hehehe!
btw, we need to play bridge more often,
prepare ourselves when we go to the same jc and join bridge club.
hehehe maybe we can try to play mind bridge,
but i doubt my brain has the capacity to memorise every step that 4 people take with 52 cards.
thats just WICKED SICK! HAHAHA!
i'm damn scared for chinese oral:(
grrrrrr......... can't all exams be on the same day so that i can screw it all?
anyway, i must remember our new shake!
next monday we shall officially use it can!
SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE JUST SHAKE IT;)

hon, its red.

You'll be the last one,
ill turn to.

damn it.
i really feel like using the word now.

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And when the sun dies,
Where do we go?

hi. pink is backkkk!
because,
MID-YEARS 'S ARE OVERRRRR. like finally!
which should have been done a month ago.

getting back papers tmrw, so not confident for papers tmr.
sigh. well, ive told you many times, that chinese is like a foreign lang. its not my fault such weird, smelly characters dont interest me! i shall hope for the best.
however, when you hope for smth, it never comes. or maybe, it just rarely comes.
but smart py, obviously will have the geog qn abt the forest CORRECT, individual support counts!

anyway, we had sushi buffet today, @ suntec.
and as usual CELINE WAS LATE! (STRANGLES!)
okay so when we reached the place, aft miles of walking, we finally reached the place!
there were 6 of us, and guess what awesome jo-ann and celine ordered.
24 handrolls, of softshell crab and california rolls. so everyone had to eat 4 each, and other sushi from the.... ( i forgot what its called) the moving thing. haha, plus desert, and plus other stuff we ordered from the menu! FULLLLLLLLL TO THE MAX : SO NOT READY FOR TRNG.
am so really glad that this whole week's trng is off, give me more time to PLAY PLAY. actually there's nth much to do! but i shall enjoy it before it ends.

okay, after the sushi, we went to walk walk around. and so, we wanted to catch a movie, but the movies were boring, so we decided to go for fish spa! and we started laughing at the thought of it, super funny! then when we reached the place... it was like $10 for 10 mins. SO EX PLEASE. the fishes look really weird too, i expected them to be like a GOLDFISH. hahaha. so we wanted to go to a fish shop, buy fishes, and put them into a bucket, and have our own spa. butttt,, it was impossible la, cos it would be too late alrdy, so we went k-boxing instead! it was quite fun, but got really tired at the end. after that, went homeeeee.
TALK ABT SOCIAL RESPONSIBILTY. haha, but, i use the hand sanitizer!! whenever i saw it at any shop, but not all shops obviously! hahahahah


not a few days, and things been bustling up.
i hate it.
anyway, i wanna watch my tennis.

p.y.
pretty one.