am i what i used to be?

really just stop. 

seriously. 

cant you just see my pain?

all the laughs,

aren't they all fake?

i cant sleep at night,

i just keep on thinking of the truth

and the truth really hurts

what's happening?

i feel uneasy

but all i can say is that i am tired

i am sick of this

soon i will leave and no one will notice

cause i am just an invisible human floating around?

it will hurt but it will be for the best

i'm sure. 

i used to be happy

i used to be carefree

i used to share secrets

but now i can only share with my dogs.

thank you for hurting me

thank you for the happy times

thank you for everything

i used to think i was transparent 

i used to think everyone who was close to me knew what i thought

but now no one is that close to even realise how i am feeling. 

what are we doing?

why are we friends?

when all we do is hurt each other. 

i'm sorry guys. 

i hope you understand

i hope we can still say hello

but for the time being bye.